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高档的车子依然在这个奇异的天气里疾驰,好几个路人见状,都惊讶的合不拢嘴,不免争先说道:“幸好,路面积雪没有结冰。不然……”

“不然,真能翻到沟里?”

“是啊,是啊,看来这个司机还真有两下子!”

“哎呀,妈呀!竟然还是一个美女?”

几个路人,奇谈怪论。

而这个时候,夏小雪一个人也在车子里不停地自己追问着自己,“在这个世界上,为什么长大以后的女人,总要想着这一生只要钟爱丈夫一个男人?为什么所有男人成熟以后,也总要想着这一生只要妻子一个女人能忠心耿耿服伺自己?老天爷,您可不可以告诉我一个答案啊,为什么呀!这都是为什么哪?”

其间,夏小雪的表情一顿,接着又对自己说道:“也可能,是在这无形当中,我们都给自己定制了一副重重的枷锁来约束自己,总想彼此欲望着强烈占有对方对自己一定程度上的钟爱与忠诚。可、可所有这些的一厢情愿,所有这些愚蠢的自缚,对于感情,如今,我们又拿什么来证明自己的爱情呢?”

一通自问自答过后,夏小雪痛哭不已。

某种内心的追问,也直恨天地不公:既然老天给了自己漂亮的脸蛋,可,为什么还让自己偏偏是个石女?还遭遇大火悲惨了自己的幸运。

“还有自己的发丝?”

瞬间,她夏小雪更加苦恼了。

心乱如麻的思绪当中,车子给力突进猛飞。

是啊,她的心情现在非常苦恼,也非常糟糕,自己还是不停地追问着自己。你看她一脸的阴霾和疑问,看样子,久久都不能散去。

“当今社会如此喧嚣,一对对男女爱情的忠贞度正在像钱一样,不断地贬值再贬值。雪儿啊雪儿,仅仅你一个人的忠贞,你一个人的不渝,那么,注定了你只有一个人去独自舞蹈,去唱独角戏;然而幕前没有一个人会去欣赏你的传统,更没有一个人会去奉陪到底,做你永久的观众。你不惜余力搞得自己这样悲伤,这样多情,这是在干嘛呢自己?再或许,自己原本就不应该属于这个世界,既然幸运来到这个世界,干吗?非得又要把自己的人生和命运跟别人死死绑在一起呢?”

这样的追问,显然,这一刻,夏小雪开始心灰意冷。同时,她纤细的指尖划开了车子的车载音响,一首樊桐舟的《雪花》便也很大声地悠美幽美在空中飘荡:天空飘起了雪花,心里面好想他/这些天你过得好吗/你可知道我的牵挂/雪越下越大,像一副美丽的图画……

当然,这副画面,也太凄美了!

……

你看,小南依然在车子的后面,疯狂地追奔着雪儿,他大声哭喊,声嘶力竭。而,夏小雪的车子依然在咆哮。雪越下越大,真的,像一副美丽的图画……

这副画面,凄美,也悲伤!

此刻,夏小雪情深深一片看着车子镜子里边渐渐远去的小南哥,她彻彻底底哭成了一个泪人;她,追忆着往事,儿时那些所有美好的画面再次映在自己眼前:

——在那个断梦崖上,小溪边,和订了娃娃亲的小南哥,在一起卷着裤管依偎在礁石上,两对小脚丫戏着溪水,撒着无比鲜艳的花瓣雨。

——“小南哥哥,等我长大了,你会不会娶我当新娘呀?”那时,雪儿无邪的眼神看着小南说。

——“雪儿妹妹,我会的,相信我,一定会的!”小南那时眨着眼睛天真的模样冲着雪儿回应着。

——“真的呀!真的呀!小南哥哥!”雪儿那时多么可爱的样子用力摇晃着小南哥的胳膊,似乎难以置信,久久都不愿意停下。

——“雪儿妹妹,真的,是真的,我是认真的!”

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